Cover Reveal: Back to You by Jessica Scott

We first met Trent and Laura in “Because of You” and “Anything For You”

Coming soon from Jessica Scott, Trent and Laura’s story “Back to You”

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From the back cover:

He’s in for the fight of his life . . .

Army captain Trent Davila loved his wife, Laura, and their two beautiful children. But when he almost lost his life in combat, something inside him died. He couldn’t explain the emptiness he felt or bridge the growing distance between him and his family—so he deployed again. And again. And again…until his marriage reaches its breaking point. Now, with everything on the line, Trent has one last chance to prove to his wife that he can be the man she needs …if she’ll have him

to win back his only love.

            Laura is blindsided when Trent returns home. Time and again, he chose his men over his family, and she’s just beginning to put the pieces of her shattered heart back together.  But when Trent faces a court martial on false charges, only Laura can save him. What begins as an act of kindness to protect his career inflames a desire she thought long buried—and a love that won’t be denied.  But can she trust that this time he’s back to stay?

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To Read and Re-Read: Breaking Point by Pamela Clare

As some of you who know, Pamela Clare is one of my absolute favorite romance authors and for those of you who are part of her I-Team Facebook group know, Breaking Point is my favorite book by her. I first discovered Pamela Clare last year when I read Skin Deep an I-Team novella (Book 5.5 of the I-Team Series). I was so impressed with her writing and the characters that I went back and read the entire series (in its proper order) within the following sleepless week.

So what is it about Pamela Clare’s writing that has put her near the top of my favorite romance authors list? There are so many reasons. Pamela was herself an investigative journalist. She evidently uses those research skills in her fiction writing. But in her books, she does not necessarily give a passing glance to some important social issues, rather she expertly weaves the story and characters in a way that leaves the reader guessing as to who is responsible and what their motivations may be. Her research is thorough and the reader will find himself/herself learning about issues that the mainstream media, with its current obsession with all things pointless and celebrity related, chooses to ignore. But it is not only the social issue that she researches so thoroughly but also the characters and their backgrounds. The result is truly authentic characters who behave in ways consistent with their backgrounds and current contexts. She does not only present the good qualities that her heroes and heroines possess, but also the qualities that may make that character flawed. As her stories progress, the reader can truly see the relationship between the hero and heroine evolve to one of trust and love. Pamela takes pride in her work and this shows in the authenticity and realism of the story and characters. Reading her stories is a true pleasure. Of all of the books I own and have read, I re-read her stories more than any other among my romance genre collection. On the re-reads, one picks up on subtleties that were overlooked on the first reading. And if you like audiobooks, all of her audiobooks are narrated by Kaleo Griffith. His expert narration is an auditory delight. It is based on these reasons that I will automatically pre-order and purchase all books and audiobooks by Pamela Clare, be they romantic suspense or historical romance genre.

Of all of Pamela Clare’s books, my absolute favorite is Breaking Point, book 5 of the I-Team series. By far, I have re-read this book more than any other in my collection. I am drawn to the characters as they struggle to survive and attempt to understand the motivations behind the drug cartel responsible for Natalie’s kidnapping. Their captivity forces Zach and Natalie to trust each other beyond what would be otherwise expected of two people who first meet. Their experience while captive and during their escape and evasion from re-capture bring them closer together, beyond the simple sexual attraction they initially feel for each other. Zach and Natalie are challenged not only physically but psychologically as they deal with the internal scars of their individual pasts, Zach’s as a former US Navy SEAL and Natalie’s as a survivor from Hurricane Katrina. Through their respective work, Zach as a Chief Deputy U.S. Marshal and Natalie as an investigative journalist, we are given insight to the brutality, corruption and reach of drug cartels.

I am not easily brought to tears by a read, but Pamela’s masterful writing elicits tears and laughter from me at every re-read. It is a book that I highly recommend to all romantic suspense fans and therefore, I am so excited that from October 23 until October 30, Breaking Point is on sale.


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Here is the description from Pamela Clare’s website:

While investigating border violence in Ciudad Juárez, Mexico, Denver journalist Natalie Benoit is caught in a bloody ambush and taken captive. Alone in the hands of ruthless killers, she will need every ounce of courage she possesses to survive.

Betrayed by another operative, Deputy U.S. Marshal Zach McBride has endured a week of torture and interrogation at the hands of a bloodthirsty Mexican drug cartel. Ready to give his life if he must, he remains unbroken—until he hears the cries of an American woman.

Although Natalie is only a voice in the darkness of their shared prison, her plight brings renewed strength to Zach’s battered body. With her help, he overpowers their captors, and they flee through the desert toward the border, the attraction between them flaring hotter than the Sonoran sun.

But past loss and tragedy leave both of them reluctant to follow their hearts, even when the passion between them reaches its breaking point. Faced with feelings neither expected, they fight to stay ahead of the danger that hunts them as forces more powerful than they can imagine conspire to destroy them both…


Cover Reveal: “I’ll Be Home For Christmas” by Jessica Scott

I am pleased to be part of the cover reveal for Jessica Scott’s upcoming release on November 5, 2013. I’ll Be Home For Christmas is Vic Carponti’s Christmas novella. For those of you who have read Because of You and Anything For You, I am sure that like me, you found Carponti’s wit and humor irresistible and perhaps had you begging (or stalking) Jessica Scott for his own story. 😉

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If you have not read anything by Jessica Scott, I highly encourage you to do so. Not only is her contemporary romance steamy but her non-fiction writings are profound. For more information, see her website.

Obsessed with Fictional Characters

Have you ever read a book that just speaks to you? What about characters that keep coming to mind in your everyday life? I run into these problems on a fairly regular basis. At times, I find myself looking up movies or television shows or even books mentioned by characters in other books. Those who have watched the 2007 film, “The Jane Austen Book Club” know what I am talking about. Some characters just latch on in my psyche and don’t let go. I recently found myself watching the television show, “Storage Wars,” because it was mentioned repeatedly in a book I recently finished reading and I’ve added “Summer Nights” by Van Halen to my summer playlist on my IPod after it was noted in another recently finished book. But there are some books and some characters that I cannot get enough of nor seem to get enough of re-reading their stories.

My recent obsession has been with Pamela Clare’s “Breaking Point” novel, part of the I-Team series. It is the story of U.S. Chief Deputy Marshal, former Navy SEAL, and Medal of Honor recipient, Zach McBride and Investigative journalist Natalie Benoit. I absolutely love the heroes of the I-Team series but Zach has truly become my absolute favorite. As far as heroines go, Natalie is at the top as well. Their love story is one that pulls at my heart strings. I have re-read this book dozens and dozens of times (I am not exaggerating here at all) and I have the audiobook downloaded on my IPod so I can listen to Kaleo Griffith tell their story while I work around the house, painting, cutting the grass, etc. This is truly my favorite romance novel of all time; so far, the next I-Team book is set to be released in November 2013.

I find that reading “Breaking Point,” while it resets my book hangover, also serves as a great palate cleanser after reading one or more mediocre or disappointing books. I find it helpful after reading a lot of intense theoretical or biographical nonfiction as well.

There are some characters that appear in multiple books within a series that continue to cross my mind as well, namely Vic Carponti of Jessica Scott’s “Because of You” and “Anything For You” novels. Keep in mind, Carponti is a secondary character in all of these stories but he will be getting his own novella this Christmas and I cannot wait! Carponti has the best sense of humor and I have a lot of his dialogue bookmarked on my kindle to look at when I need a little cheering up.

When I look at the range of fictional characters that call me back to their stories, some of the traits that they share include their protective nature, courage, they tend to be wounded in some way, physically or emotionally, and finally they are very passionate about their work, their love interest, their hobbies, etc. I also like intense heroes, which is why Shane Garrison from “Because of You” and “Anything for You” by Jessica Scott is also among my favorite heroes. As far as wounded souls are concerned, Kayne Dobrescu of “Razing Kayne” by Julieanne Reeves tops the list. In addition to Pamela Clare’s I-Team series, there are series that have so many amazing heroes that it becomes difficult for me to rate them although I do tend to revisit them on occasion, including Julie Ann Walker’s BKI series, Lori Foster’s Men Who Walk the Edge of Honor and Love Undercover series, and Maya Banks’ KGI series. [By the way on the Favorites page of this site, I have hyperlinks to the author pages of the authors I have mentioned here]

What about you? What books or characters do you find yourself re-reading or thinking about? What characteristics draw these characters to you?

On A Lighter Note: The Movie Industry

Taking a 180 degree turn from the more serious content that I blog about, today I am going to take some time to talk about movies. I am a huge movie fan. When I was in graduate school, I could not afford cable or satellite so I rented movies very frequently from a small mom and pop video rental store (I’ve been boycotting Blockbuster for a very long time now, but that is a subject for a different posting). It was wonderful until the clerk started commenting on how many movies I watch a month. Not cool. I know I am obsessed, but please don’t point it out. When you study psychology, you learn that everyone has little personality quirks and the only thing that separates the personality quirk from a full-blown disorder is whether the quirk negatively impacts your day-to-day life. My obsessive movie watching and book reading are such examples of my quirks, along with my little OCD ritual I do when I exit my car (making sure lights are off, radio off, vents off, keys in hand, and then exit). Apparently this is very amusing for my passengers to watch and especially if they interrupt me because I have to start from the beginning again. J

But I digress, I was talking about movies. I have been very disappointed in the movie releases in the past few years. I don’t understand why there are so many remakes. It is one thing to remake a movie originally filmed 50 or more years ago, and even then, depending on the film, I may not be pleased that a remake is taking place. In my opinion, there is never a reason to remake an Alfred Hitchcock movie. However, remaking movies from the 1990s is just plain nuts. Some remakes are completed with an even shorter time span in between releases, i.e. “Death at a Funeral” (2007, 2010). Are there really no new ideas in Hollywood? And what is it with several studios releasing similar movies at similar times, for example “No Strings Attached” and “Friends With Benefits.” Was I the only one who thought this odd? It seems that if Hollywood is not sending out a remake, it is adding another sequel or even breaking down a story into several separate films (i.e. “The Hobbit.”). There are so many amazing stories out there that would translate well to screen but alas, they are not translated into film. There are amazing writers out there that could produce an original screenplay but yet do not have the access or clout to be heard and get the funding to make the movie. As a movie watcher, this is very disappointing.

Now there are some films that I would call iconic and thus not really appropriate for a remake, however, my lack of a degree in film studies shows here because Hollywood clearly disagrees. Let me start with “National Lampoon’s Vacation.” Why mess with such a great original? How could it possibly get updated and still be funny?

I would like to see a remake of “Gone With The Wind,” but only if the screenplay is written so that the film more closely represents the message and story of the original book. If those changes are not made, why mess with the chemistry of Clark Gable and Vivien Leigh?

So Hollywood, can’t you open your mind and try for some new ideas? Maybe you should step away from your usual contingent of writers and open your doors to some of the lesser known writers. And don’t insult our intelligence and only go with obvious story lines with no depth, but challenge the movie watcher to engage in the film and enjoy a lasting discussion and dialogue to follow. I guess this is why I’ve been watching so many documentaries lately. It’s nice not to be treated like I am a non-thinking consumer, but rather a critical thinker capable of considering a vast array of ideologies and possibilities.

The Authentic Character and Plot

One of the things that irks me when I am reading any book is when I encounter the inauthentic character, dialogue, and/or plot. You know what I’m talking about. The female cop who cries incessantly, trembles in fear when she draws her weapon, and doesn’t know any hand-to-hand combat. Then there’s a hero who is former military helicopter pilot who has flown in numerous missions under fire and during sandstorms but cannot seem to pilot a helicopter through a windy city. Really? How do these characters keep their jobs? It is not to say that certain professions require perfect behavior 24/7, but there is something about making sure a character’s personality characteristics are consistent with the demands of the profession you assign them. Yes, even are most trained soldiers may encounter panic during a firefight, but not during every single firefight. If they did, they would not survive. Lapses are understandable, but consistent behavior that lies in opposition to the task or job at hand is inauthentic.

Authenticity issues are not necessarily reserved for professions and personality characteristics, rather, it applies with dialogue as well. If you have a character who can barely read due to some learning disability, don’t have them reading Chaucer’s “Canterbury Tales” without any trouble. Additionally, keep terminology and language consistent with the character’s education attainment and reading proficiency. That is not to say that someone with only a high school diploma cannot handle reading high-level, scholarly books, but you need to build in the believability aspect. I have a friend who is a construction worker with only a high school diploma but he reads all the time and challenges himself with his reading material and it is plainly evident when you have a conversation with him that he is well-read regardless of the absence of a college diploma. Within dialogue, the author may feel compelled to write with the appropriate dialect, however, an English teacher will not “axe” someone a question. Yes, there are issues of dialect but not at the expense of demonstrating language proficiency, grammar, and speech.

Do not mistake my critique to include characters that I find annoying. There have been several novels and films where I found main characters to be extraordinarily annoying, however, if I am invested in the plot and/or the other characters, I overlook it. I never would’ve finished watching “The Lord of the Rings” trilogy if I let myself get hung up on an annoying or whining personality. In some cases, the annoying nature of the character is still important to the overall plot and relationship with other characters of the novel, film, or television show. So back to authenticity…

Sadly the inauthentic character, dialogue, and/or plot is something we find in a wide range of genres and sometimes, unfortunately written by popular authors. Depending on the level of disconnect I feel between the character’s personality and profession or behavior not only determines whether I finish the book, but also whether I will read any future novels written by that author. Some may argue that I am being too harsh, that when reading fiction or watching any fictional visual media, there is the willing suspension of disbelief. For me, that does not mean that I will accept the improbable as fact. If you are the only survivor of a catastrophic event, it is improbable that you will have electricity and running water. Who is working at the utility companies maintaining and operating the equipment if you are the last person alive? I do recognize that Samuel Taylor Coleridge acknowledged the reader to believe the unbelievable and place enjoyment above realism, but for me there are limits that I reach in which the object of my entertainment, be that a book, movie, or television show where I no longer find enjoyment or entertainment, rather just annoyance at the absurdity of what is being presented. This being said, I do not write reviews on works that I find to have authenticity issues. Just because I have limits to my willing suspension of disbelief does not mean that anyone else will see the characters, dialogue, and plot in the same way. That is the important part that makes us unique and I always encourage people to critically analyze any information, factual or otherwise, and come to your own conclusions.

These are my personal standards as a reader, however, I try to keep this in mind as a writer. I hope that I achieve the level of authenticity within my character development, dialogue, and plot that my readers will find to be believable.  I hope to meet the standard set by so many of my favorite authors, and they indeed have set the standard high, although I am not complaining. If it were easy, it would not be worth doing.


Growing up, one of my absolute favorite places to spend time was at the library. I would wander among the tall shelves of books, inhaling the musty smell of aged paper and listening to the echoes of my footsteps. I can close my eyes today and take myself back to the various libraries from 20 and 30 years ago. Unfortunately, I cannot revisit them and expect to see the same surroundings. As we have moved into the digital age, fewer and fewer people are using the library for books and instead are using it for internet access. Libraries have been forced to cut back on book offerings and in some cases, some libraries have become mostly digital offering their services through e-readers. While I recognize the importance of progress, it is with some sadness that I contemplate the current state of libraries today. I cannot imagine what my childhood would have been like without the library.

Early on I grew to appreciate the value of a good book. I relied on an author’s ability to transport me via my imagination to another world, another time, another life. Of all technology in the world, it is the book that has sustained importance in my life. All who know me can vouch for my love of books, especially if they have helped move me over the years. I can hear every grunt from a friend hauling box after box of books asking, “More books? Really Colleen, Why do you have so many books?” All I did was smile. I love my books. I go back and reread my favorite stories. I have favorite books for particular moods and of course books related to the areas that I teach.

It was in this vein that I resisted the e-reader until this past summer. I did not want to abandon my support of books. There is nothing quite as satisfying as physically turning the page and not only feeling the book but smelling the pages as you read. But last summer, I caved and bought an e-reader and since its purchase, my sleep-deprived state has increased as I spend more nights reading rather than sleeping. I love that I can take my e-reader anywhere and read. It was helpful during a particularly long power outage recently when I was able to read in the dark. I still love my books and nothing will ever compare to the experience of reading an actual book, but it is so much more convenient for me to have certain books handy at all times, without breaking my back lugging the physical texts around.

So when I go through libraries today, I do so with a small sense of disappointment. I still remember my Dewey decimal system and wonder if kids today still learn about that or not. I remember what it was like in grad school, hauling journals to a copy machine to copy the most important articles I needed for my thesis. Staying until the library closed and being there first thing when it opened again.

I had never wondered this before last year when I was going over my syllabus with a new class and reviewing my scholarly source requirements for the research paper. I noted how using Wikipedia and Cliffnotes was not acceptable and one of the students raised her hand in a panic. She asked if she cannot use Wikipedia, how is she supposed to research the topic for her paper. I remember standing in front of the class and counting to 10 in my head before replying, trying to maintain a professional demeanor as I tried to wrap my head around that question. How had she graduated high school and never done research outside of Wikipedia? Sadly, my sarcasm could not be held out of my tone as I advised her to start at the library. When she followed up by asking if there was a library on campus, I nearly slammed my head into the podium. Calmly, I gave her directions but then she followed up with complaining that she would not be able to do all of her research from her home. I can imagine the look on my face as I tried to remain calm and not look as shocked and disappointed as I felt as I rolled into the “this is college” lecture. And of course, giving that lecture makes me feel like Sgt. Hulka addressing the class of new recruits in the 1981 movie “Stripes.”

I wonder if kids today are growing up loving books the way I did. I know that my nieces are but that may be due in some part to my influence, encouraging them to read, to go to the library. It is so much easier to plug into a movie or television show but nothing really beats your own imagination. I hope that kids today are reading and letting their imagination run wild. I hope that kids are taking some time to unplug from all of the distracting social media and curling up with a good book and relaxing. We all need some down time from time to time, regardless of how old we are. I just hope that future generations are being taught to use their imagination and embrace reading as my generation had been.